Friday, January 29, 2016

One Hundred Forty-One Thousand One Hundred Twenty Minutes (141,120 minutes)

14 Weeks.

98 Days.

That's all the time I have to get my life together,

To figure out how to adult.....

This is how its looking right about now: 



May 07, 2016 is the day I g-, gr- (I still can't say the G word). 

May 07, 2016 if the day I will walk across the stage in a cap and gown and become a full fledged adult. 

To say the least, I'm not quite prepared for it. 

For as long as I can remember, the goal was always to get to college.

And then I got here and my goal was to finish college. 

Now, I can't believe that 4 years could possibly go by this fast and it is truly bittersweet that my time at  my extraordinary university is coming to an end.

I'm sure that I will feel better about adulting once I know that plan for after I enter the "real world"  but right now I have too many options.

Too many options and a lot of fear.

What if I don't get hired? 

What if I can't pay my school loans? 

What if I have to move back home after school? 

These are the questions that are constantly rolling through my head. 

For a little while, I gave into these fears and felt my motivation disappear. 

But I refuse to let that happen anymore.

I am more motivated than ever to get my plan for May 08, 2016 in place

This blog is a record of the journey I am making towards the rest of my life. 



A Record of My Journey to Adulting